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Mysterious boxes

My Tender Matador

The Mysterious boxes are the concealed cargo Carlos asks the Queen of the Corner to store in her home, presenting them as books while their real contents remain unstated. Their movement through the house enables secret meetings and political work, draws the Queen into a dangerous favor, and leaves her home marked by absence when the boxes are taken away.

Arrival in the Home

Carlos first asks the Queen to keep several heavy boxes, saying that they contain censored books. Captivated by him and reluctant to question his request, she agrees. She insists that the first boxes be moved out of the hallway and into her bedroom, where they can serve as a bedside table and a stand for her radio. As more arrive, she directs Carlos in arranging them around the room, treating the crates as furniture and incorporating them into her imagined domestic setting.

The boxes alter a home the Queen has painstakingly made her own. She decorates its walls and furnishings with lace, fabric, and other touches, and then invents further pieces of furniture whose skirts and covers conceal what the crates hold. The objects therefore have two lives: visibly, they belong to the improvised décor; functionally, they keep a secret inside the house. Their ordinary household appearance helps make that secrecy part of the Queen’s intimate surroundings rather than an obvious intrusion.

Meetings and Concealment

The boxes are associated with Carlos’s university friends and their clandestine gatherings. He tells the Queen that the young people need somewhere to study, and she permits them to meet in the room on the roof. Meetings take place late at night and at dawn, sometimes during heavy rain, while a lookout remains outside on the corner. The Queen serves coffee and plays love songs; the gatherings share her domestic space even as their political purpose remains outside her understanding.

The neighbors notice the flow of boxes and packages, as well as the young men coming and going. Their gossip turns the concealed activity into a subject of speculation, but the Queen initially dismisses the suspicions and continues protecting Carlos’s privacy. The objects make the house a refuge for clandestine activity without making the Queen an informed participant: she agrees to store them because of her attachment to Carlos and accepts his explanations rather than seeking to establish what is inside.

Removal and Political Danger

The boxes’ departure exposes the imbalance between the Queen’s emotional investment and her knowledge of Carlos’s activities. One morning, Laura and two young men carry boxes down the stairs, saying that Carlos has authorized them to take the books. The Queen complains that Carlos should have collected them himself and warns Laura to be careful with her cigarette because the books could be explosive. Her remark is sardonic, but it also shows that the boxes have become impossible to regard as ordinary household belongings.

After the visitors leave, the Queen finds a card among the scattered cushions. She wonders whether it belongs to Carlos and whether the name on it might reveal that he has lied about his identity, but chooses not to investigate. She puts the card away and turns on the radio. A government announcement reports the discovery of a subversive plan scheduled for September, while the Queen listens to reports of families demanding justice for detained and disappeared relatives. The boxes’ uncertain contents now sit within a political atmosphere of threats, surveillance, and state violence, even though the Queen still avoids directly resolving what she knows.

The Final Package and Aftermath

Only two of the boxes remain in the house, along with a metal cylinder, as the Queen waits without word from Carlos. Their dwindling presence makes the rooms feel abandoned and foreshadows the end of his stay. When Carlos asks her to deliver a heavy package, she agrees without further questions. He gives her the destination in the city center and instructs her to memorize it rather than write it down. On the bus she feels metal through the package, but reassures herself that she does not need to know more.

The delivery takes place amid tear gas and a police assault on demonstrators. The Queen loses sight of the package briefly in the crowded bus, finds it again, and carries it through the unrest to the meeting point on Paseo Ahumada, where a mustached man accepts it. The episode turns her earlier, apparently domestic agreement to store the boxes into direct assistance with Carlos’s clandestine operations. It also shows how her personal loyalty carries her into public danger: she crosses the police line with the package and completes the delivery while trying to believe that discretion is all Carlos has asked of her.

During the searches that follow the September crisis, the Queen fears that the boxes and the meetings may expose her home as a refuge for the Manuel Rodríguez Patriotic Front. She imagines neighbors telling soldiers that weapons had been brought into the house, and worries that both she and Carlos could be trapped there. At dawn, with the house emptied of its former life, she burns papers bearing addresses and telephone numbers, cleans surfaces, and packs her belongings. The boxes’ departure has helped make the home a place of political concealment; the danger surrounding that concealment ultimately contributes to her leaving it behind.

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